pappabearbooks Chapter 148 That's Not My Home
Chapter 148 That's Not My Home
Chapter 148 That's Not My Home
When Su Ci's memory was confused, when she thought that she saw her nominal brother through the book, she felt that this man had met him before.
Yes, seen.
Before Su Ci knew about it, Su Ziyu had appeared in front of her many times, but every time he appeared, for Su Ci who had no memory, it would not cause any disturbance at all.
But after she regained her memory, most of the reasons why she was able to forgive Li Yanze came from the harm the Su family had done to her. When she was abandoned by the whole world, it was Li Yanze who hid behind her and gave her the courage to fight against the world.
Ask yourself, asking her to forgive Su Ziyu is very difficult.
"Su Dong."
There were only two words, which poured down from his head like a ladle of cold water, giving him a chilling feeling.
She distanced herself from him, her voice was very calm, and she didn't even use the words she used when she went out, "Aren't you going to talk in your office?" If people outside saw his posture, they might feel that Their chairman is afraid of women.
Although she hasn't forgiven Su Ziyu yet, she doesn't want him to be talked about behind his back.
"Oh, okay." After she reminded him, he immediately reacted and led her into the chairman's office.
The toilet was a long way from the office, and on this road, Su Ci kept looking down at the road on the ground, thinking about what he wanted to say later.
When she came out from home, she was actually thinking all the time, what kind of words should she use to face Su Ziyu later?
She thought about it, and before she could think about it, she followed Su Ziyu into the office, and then he closed the door, cutting off the air communication with the staff outside.
Walking into the office, Su Ci was not polite, he walked directly to the chairman's seat and sat down, put both hands on the armrest beside him, sat down, then raised his eyes to look at Su Ziyu, "That's amazing , would you give up the Su family just because of this?" Her tone was very calm, and there was no sense of cynicism.
But it was her calm appearance that pierced deeply into his flesh like a needle.
He opened his mouth, watched her hesitate to speak, and said with some difficulty, "I know, you have had a bad life these years."
"No," Su Ci interrupted him, "How could life be bad? With Su Dong's help, life is of course very good."
She rested her head on her hands, with a half-smile on her face.
She really wanted to laugh, but for some reason, in front of Su Ziyu, the expression on her face seemed to have lost her self-management system, and she didn't follow her ideas at all.
Su Ci: Alas... I am also helpless. (spread hands)
"Xiaoci, I'm not." The 1.8 meter tall man didn't even know what to say in front of his sister.
What is he going to say?What can he say.The clip from five years ago has been lingering in his mind. Whenever he closes his eyes, what he sees is the scene of Su Ci lying in a pool of blood.
The scene where Su's father and Su's mother fell down because of her car accident, one fainted on the spot, and the other didn't faint, but it also greatly stimulated his spirit. Secretly peeping wherever she goes, laughing and being sad with her in places she doesn't know.
"Stop," she stretched out her hand to signal him not to speak, after all, she wasn't particularly interested in what he said, "I don't really want to know what you think."
Although her words were harsh, compared to the previous Su Ziyu, she was still too much.
"Shall we go back?" The former high-ranking man disappeared, and turned into an older brother who only wanted his sister back, "My parents miss you very much, everyone in the family misses you very much, we... "
"Are you guys thinking of me, or me who looks like Su Nuo?" When she heard him say that they all missed her, she was not excited but thought at first.
How much of what he said was about her?
"We miss you." Now, his brain didn't need to think, and he just blurted out.
But what he blurted out, Su Ci didn't say whether he believed it or not. Anyway, he just looked at him flawlessly, and there was a smile on his face. No, "But that's your home, Su Nuo's home, not my Su Ci's home."
If it was said that Su Ci's strange attitude at the beginning made him uneasy, then these words undoubtedly excluded everyone in the Su family, and no one entered her heart.
But Su Ci didn't stop, she was looking for trouble today, how could she stop talking so easily?
"Su Ziyu, what you are doing now is just to save face for your former self. Give up the Su family, give up the title of young master of the Su family, and come to help me Dianyue, should I thank you?" She clasped her hands together Chin down, looking at him immaculately.
"No." He quickly denied, "I didn't mean that."
"Then what do you mean?" She asked back, interrupting him directly, "Are you here to pity me or to sympathize with me? Or do you want to take back everything about me?"
"You have already abandoned me once, and you want to take something away from me!"
She finally couldn't help bursting out, stood up and looked at him, in terms of aura, she didn't lose him at all.
"Xiaoci, trust me, I really didn't mean that." He said hastily, afraid that she would misunderstand him.But how could Su Ci, who had already been heartbroken by the Su family, not misunderstand him?
For her, love will not change over time, and neither will resentment.
She blamed Su Nuo for helping the evildoer; she blamed Su's father and mother for abandoning her indirectly in terms of being a sister;
Su Ci Su Ci is not a treasure given by God, but a rejection of relatives.
"You don't mean that? Then what do you mean?" She looked at Su Ziyu, her eyes gradually became sad, "Do you want me to go? Or do you want to go back to your home forever? Su Ziyu, if you have to say it, here I'll make it clear that I don't just blame you, I also blame them."
"During the 16 years I haven't been found, I've been thinking," she smiled, her eyes turning tearful, "what will my relatives be like? Will they be like me after they know I'm lost?" What about those uncles and aunts looking for relatives on TV?"
"Do you know how much I long for my family to be in it every time I see a documentary about looking for a child on TV?" She pointed to her heart with tears in her eyes, "Whenever I can't bear it anymore Every time I accept online violence, how desperate am I? How much have I paid to get to where I am today?" She couldn't help but shed tears as she spoke.
"All of you don't understand and think I'm a vexatious child, but let me tell you, I have experienced what you have experienced, and I have experienced things that you have not experienced. You know how to get up and wash before dawn Clothes? Do you know how cold it is when a piece of clothing is washed in cold water in winter? Do you know how painful it is when I suffer from frostbite every year?" She smiled bitterly, although her hands were no longer suffering from frostbite, but that The things that have been left in my hands are still vivid in my memory.
Su Ziyu was silenced by her words. When Su Ci was found, he did not investigate what kind of life she lived in those years. On the contrary, he was very clear, and it was precisely because he was very clear, That's why he feels so guilty.
What kind of enthusiasm did the young Su Ci go to find his parents with?After being disappointed again and again, did she ever think about giving up?
Su Ziyu didn't dare to ask, and was also afraid of hearing her answer.
No matter what Su Ci said was true or not, it would make him feel distressed and guilty.
"Xiao Ci." He stepped forward and suddenly sighed, "I know it's all my fault, I shouldn't have lost you for my own self-interest, and I shouldn't have agreed to Li Yan's requests, I know , These are all my faults, but they have nothing to do with parents, can you..."
"No!" She refused without him finishing his sentence, "I and Su's house are vicious, and our horoscopes don't match, so it's not easy for me to step in."
"I don't get along with your Su family. I will be unlucky when I meet you."
She looked at him and said word by word.
And everything she said was like countless cold needles, piercing his body, piercing his body to pieces.
"Xiaoci." Su Ziyu must be lying to say that she is not sad about her words, but at this moment, Su Ci spread his hands to him, his eyes were equally cold, "Dianyue, you can buy it with money. , I'll sell it to you."
"I believe that there is no such thing as a free lunch in the world, does Mr. Su understand? Since you want my things, let's talk about the relationship of interests."
She was not polite at all when she said this, she even looked extravagantly at Su Ziyu, and she didn't bother to raise her eyes to look at him.
Su Ziyu shook his head, "No, I don't want to talk about this, we can..."
"No."
She seemed to know what he wanted to say next, and she blocked what he wanted to say next with a refusal.
(End of this chapter)