Chapter 473 Cancer
Chapter 473 Cancer
Shen Wenyin's body seemed to have lost all strength, and there was a brief confusion in her eyes. She grabbed the chair and slowly sat down, looking at the air with unfocused eyes, and fell into a long silence.
Seeing this, Ding Qiunan laughed with a hint of sarcasm, "You don't seem to be able to endure it psychologically, so why don't you give me your master? You can't live without Xiaoguang, and I can't live without my master either, so please be kind and leave him, take your Xiaoguang with you and live a life of two, and give my master back to me."
This is really harsh.
What about taking Xiaoguang with you to live a life together? This sounds very frustrating.
Sure enough, Shen Wenyin's face changed. She raised her head, raised her eyebrows and looked at Ding Qiunan, saying, "Your master couldn't survive if you didn't come? What do you think of Xu Damao?"
Ding Qiunan smiled disapprovingly and said, "What? Brothers and sisters from the same sect? What else do you think it is? You're not marrying him because I like him, are you?"
Shen Wenyin was startled and opened her mouth slightly.
Ding Qiunan continued, "You don't think Xu Damao doesn't know, do you? We agreed on this before we got married. You don't really want to stand up for Xu Damao, do you? You don't really think I'm a fickle woman, do you?"
Shen Wenyin's mouth widened a little.
Ding Qiunan leaned close to Shen Wenyin's ear and whispered, "Shen Wenyin, I can marry Xu Damao just for the sake of letting him stop alienating me and talking and eating with him again. Do you dare?"
"Oh yeah, you're even more sacrificial than me if you dare do that for Hikaru."
"My marriage to Xu Damao was agreed upon beforehand. If Xiaoguang asked you to sleep with another man, you would agree, right? After all, it's true that you can't live without Xiaoguang, but it's false that I can't live without my master."
"What I like is an image, a back view, a smile, and a sense of responsibility. If the master doesn't have these, I won't like him. But you are different. You like a person. No matter what that person does, you will follow him unconditionally, right?"
The more the words are spoken, the worse they sound.
Every word pierced Shen Wenyin's heart, killing her without shedding blood.
Shen Wenyin wanted to refute, but Ding Qiunan saw through her thoughts and said disdainfully: "You want to say that you are not like that? Look at you, you made the decision, do you still dare to say such shameless words? Do you dare to deny that you are not Xiaoguang's appendage, not Xiaoguang's dog?"
The words that were about to come out of Shen Wenyin's mouth were abruptly interrupted, and she couldn't utter a single word for a long time.
Accessories.
A dog.
What an ugly word.
But can Shen Wenyin deny it?
Isn't everything she wants to do based on Xiaoguang? Isn't she mentally prepared to support Xiaoguang if he has different ideas from her?
Isn’t this just an accessory, isn’t it just a dog?
She didn't realize this before. Even when Li Zhenmin and she were going to deal with Yang Feiliang, she told Li Zhenmin all this. She didn't think there was any big problem with it. She felt that it was a debt to Xiaoguang or Chu Bing, so it was reasonable to make a sacrifice.
But after Ding Qiunan pointed it out and looked at the matter from a different perspective, everything seemed completely different.
She became a dog, without a mind of her own.
This might be what Xu Jingshan meant when he suddenly came to her and said that during the day. It seemed that he was asking her to marry Li Zhenmin, but in fact, it was also a reminder.
She was just nervous because of the word "marriage", but ignored why Li Zhenmin should marry her?
Maybe as Ding Qiunan said, Li Zhenmin never revealed the truth to her because he saw her potential shortcomings, shortcomings that could not be ignored and could not be tolerated.
If Li Zhenmin really accepted me, we would have been married long ago.
Li Zhenmin is not a very demanding person. After all, Yuan Qinghe also had many shortcomings, but those shortcomings were not fatal. On the other hand, Shen Wenyin has enough advantages, but her shortcomings are also very fatal.
"Thank you."
After a long silence, Shen Wenyin said thank you to Ding Qiunan.
"You're welcome. I wish you happiness and that you can become what you want to be." Ding Qiunan smiled and waved his hand, "I'm going back to the office. Call me if you need anything."
After saying that, he turned around and left.
The moment I turned around, I murmured in my heart: If only I had grown up earlier, but if I had been that sensible, I wouldn't be living the life I have today. There is always a loss when there is a gain...
.........
Li Zhenmin taught Hu Yunxiu how to make a bowl of chicken soup and prepared some medicinal food.
It was getting late, so he packed a large portion of chicken soup and prepared to take it back for Xu Jingshan and Liu Cuifang to taste, and gave the rest to Hu Yunxiu, asking her to pass it on to Shen Wenyin.
After giving the instructions, he walked out of the hospital and went back without saying goodbye to Shen Wenyin and Ding Qiunan.
Hu Yunxiu came back with a lunch box and told Shen Wenyin what Li Zhenmin had told her: "Master said it was getting late so he went back first. He asked me to give this to you: a portion of ginseng chicken soup and a portion of medicinal food. When Xiaoguang wakes up, feed him some. If it's cold, heat it up. If Xiaoguang doesn't wake up tomorrow, you have to eat these, otherwise it will go bad."
Shen Wenyin couldn't help feeling a sense of loss and a little panic at the same time. She was wondering why Li Zhenmin didn't even say a word when he came to meet her. Did he not want to see her?
In the past, she would not have thought so, but after Ding Qiunan’s reminder, she had to think about it.
"Well, thank you very much."
Shen Wenyin replied with a thank you, thinking that she would have to find an opportunity to talk to Li Zhenmin about some things later. Of course, the most important thing was to resolve Xiaoguang's issue first.
.........
Li Zhenmin returned home and gave the chicken soup to Xu Jingshan and Liu Cuifang.
When Xu Jingshan heard that it was chicken soup, he lost interest all of a sudden: "Forget it, it's too greasy to drink at night."
Li Zhenmin explained: "There is wild ginseng in it, which can prolong your life and is good for your current health."
Xu Jingshan was surprised and asked, "How did you know that I have a health problem?"
Li Zhenmin and Liu Cuifang looked at each other.
Wow, I just said it casually, but it turned out to be a lie?
Is there really something wrong?
Li Zhenmin waved his hand: "I have my own channels, don't worry about it. If you don't want to die, just eat something. From tomorrow on, everything is up to me."
Xu Jingshan opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't get angry. After an unknown amount of time, he sighed and said, "Don't bother with it. It's a waste of time. It's not like other diseases that can't be cured. Besides, you're an old man, and you don't have many years left to live."
After the words were spoken, the room fell silent.
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