Siheyuan: Rebirth 54 years ago, neighbor is stupid

Chapter 642 Enlightenment

after get off work.

Zhou Bingkun returned home in a daze.

After leaving the factory gate, he turned around and looked at the huge factory gate in front of him, thinking about his experiences over the years. He had met many people, some of whom were good people, but there seemed to be more good and bad people.

Then he turned around and looked at the workers who were walking out of the factory and going home. Some were talking and laughing, some looked tired, and some were still quietly discussing the punishment he had received today.

He occasionally heard some of the discussions about him, and his heart became increasingly complicated.

Some felt sorry for him, some said he was stupid, and some said he dared to confront power. In short, no one stood up to really seek justice for him.

"whispering sound."

Zhou Bingkun spat, got on his bike and went home.

Although spitting may seem like a sign of pride, only he himself knows that this is his last bit of stubbornness and an act of self-deception.

When he thought about the annual leave that would be deducted from his salary in a few days, his heart tightened and he wanted to slap himself in the face.

But who is to blame for all this?

Similar things have happened in the past. He would resent those who do nothing but eat and do nothing from the bottom of his heart, and he would also look down on those who made sarcastic remarks from the bottom of his heart.

But after spending the past two days with Li Zhenmin, his perspective has quietly changed, and now he feels more like he is really stupid.

He would put himself in Li Zhenmin's shoes and wonder how he would handle such a situation if he were in Li Zhenmin's shoes.

If something like this happened today, Li Zhenmin probably wouldn't have made such a fuss, and he certainly wouldn't have criticized his boss in front of his leader.

It's not about succumbing to power, but making a big fuss will make you look uncultured and make people think you are incompetent and barking. If you don't complain to the leader, it will be because you have no evidence.

Think twice before you act.

This is because he put himself in other people's shoes and realized his own shortcomings. Because of this, he seemed to understand why his father often accused him of being stupid, and he also seemed to understand why some other colleagues made sarcastic remarks about him.

After all, judging from the results, didn’t I fail miserably?

Is the process important? Of course it is important, but a process without any gains is not important.

Some people sacrificed themselves to save others, and at least they got a good reputation, but he seemed to have gained nothing. Not only did he not get any material rewards, he also did not get any spiritual rewards, and he couldn't even get rid of his anger.

At this time, Zhou Bingkun suddenly remembered a book he had read when he was a child. There was a character named Ah Q in the book. Ah Q was often bullied outside, and then he would encourage himself.

In the past, when he heard others say that the Ah Q spirit was a mockery, he thought that others were wrong and that Ah Q was a strong person with a strong heart.

But now think about it, I am exactly the same as Ah Q, and those words of self-encouragement are not a sign of inner strength, but a sign of cowardice.

I have been bullied all the time and have been comforting myself, but in the end I found out that no one came to help me until I died and I didn’t get the results I wanted. Isn’t this cowardice?

Aren't what I'm doing going in the wrong direction?

Only now did he understand that when being bullied, he should not be helpless and furious, and even more so, he should not just keep condemning others in his heart to comfort himself. The most important thing is to train his own abilities to change everything, rather than hoping that others can wake up.

How many years have you been bullied?

Strictly speaking, I have been bullied by my brothers and sisters and father since I was a child. After I dropped out of school, I was bullied by street thugs. After I finally got a job in a factory, I was bullied by my colleagues and leaders again.

There are only a few people who help me, and they only give me advice verbally but never really help me.

My biggest failure is that I have been bullied for more than 20 years, but I have not made any progress. I can only complain and resist, and my abilities have not improved at all.

Over the past twenty years, if you want to do something, you can do it successfully by changing your appearance.

At this moment, Zhou Bingkun seemed to have a sudden realization. He thought about how Li Zhenmin could rise to prominence and how he could have multiple level 8 workers. Isn't that also a human being? He seemed to be missing something, which was the lack of focus and complaints.

What he learned from Li Zhenmin was that when being bullied, one should not argue, but directly pulling out a gun is the simplest and most effective way.

Of course, you need a gun as a prerequisite.

As Zhou Bingkun was thinking, he suddenly felt as if the hot blood in his body was about to burst out. Even in the middle of winter, his face began to flush, his feet became stronger and stronger, and the speed of his bicycle became faster and faster.

It wasn't long before I returned home.

It was almost time for dinner at home. Zheng Juan was busy in the kitchen, while Zhou Zhigang, Li Suhua, Zhou Nan, who was not even ten years old, and his nephew were stringing candied haws together. However, Zhou Zhigang and Li Suhua still looked worried.

Seeing Zhou Bingkun coming home, Li Suhua said, "Come and warm your hands. We'll be having dinner soon."

Zhou Bingkun felt hot, so he didn't go forward to warm his hands. Instead, he stood at the door and looked at the family.

Zhou Bingkun glanced around at Zhou Zhigang and Li Suhua's puzzled gazes, and before they could ask any questions, he said to them with a firm look, "Dad, Mom, I want to go to work with Professor Li, and I want to take you to Sijiu City with me."

Zheng Juan had just arrived at the main room with the food and her body froze when she heard this.

Zhou Zhigang and Li Suhua looked at each other, seemingly unable to believe it.

Zhou Bingkun said again: "I thought a lot today. I was too ignorant before. I didn't make progress and didn't work hard. Although I didn't blame others too much, I always felt in my heart that others didn't understand me."

"When my father scolded me, I never took it seriously. I always felt resentful in my heart. When I fought with others in the factory, I would also hold a grudge against them in my heart."

"But now I've figured it out. Only when I become more capable will others listen to me. Only then can I give Juan'er and the children the life they want, only then can I make Mom healthier, and only then can Dad and our family be more respected."

"Dad, I'm sorry. I was wrong before."

He knelt down and kowtowed three times to Zhou Zhigang. "I have always thought that you, a Grade 8 worker, are nothing special, but I have worked for so many years and I am not even a Grade 3 worker. I am not qualified to look down on an Grade 8 worker. Dad, you should go to Sijiucheng with me. You are an Grade 8 worker and have been outside. I feel uneasy without you."

The whole family was stunned.

Zhou Zhigang, Li Suhua and Zheng Juan looked at each other and subconsciously thought of an absurd possibility - was Zhou Bingkun possessed by a ghost today?

Of course, this idea was quickly discarded.

Zhou Zhigang was too lazy to think about anything metaphysical, although he felt that his son seemed to have changed from one extreme state to another.

But it seems that this is also a kind of progress.

Although I kept blaming myself, I seemed to have become more motivated and more willing to learn.

As for going to Sijiu City...is that something we need to discuss?

When Zhou Bingkun went to work, Zhou Zhigang and others had been discussing it at home. They felt that they must go, and they were not in a good mood because they were afraid that Zhou Bingkun would be stubborn and not agree.

But now, there is obviously no need to worry.

"Okay, okay, it's good that you've figured it out. Get up quickly and don't scare the child." Zhou Zhigang quickly stepped forward to support Zhou Bingkun: "Actually, there were some problems with my previous way of educating you. Although I wanted you to be a better person, my methods were a bit extreme. It's Dad who can't talk. I won't put so much pressure on you in the future. Just tell Dad what you want to learn. Dad will help you even if he sells everything he has."

Zhou Zhigang was a man with a very strong sense of male chauvinism. He was too concerned about his reputation to yield in front of others. But when he saw his stubborn younger son kneeling and kowtowing, he could no longer keep a straight face.

Li Suhua and Zheng Juan smiled at each other when they saw this.

Seeing the father and son reconcile, they, as women, were happy from the bottom of their hearts.

"You two are almost there. Don't be laughed at if someone sees you. Hurry up and wash your hands and eat. We can discuss the rest while we eat."